Yay! I'm turning 16 on the day o the n level result. Brilliant! Such joy I feel! NOT! I feel like puking just thinking of that. Birthday is suppose to be a day you look forward to. Not a day you try to avoid! Why must this happen to me.

One of my cousin said that it's great your results is on the same day as your birthday. then if you get a good result, you can enjoy it. Maybe i should have that thinking. I mean that sounds great. But i still can't help but feel scared.

I am so blessed to have family and friends who support me. Without them, i would have gone crazy. Literally! I'm just hoping for the best. Ya allah, please help me go through tomorrow smoothly. Try to calm my heart please.