Have you ever felt like an outsider? Always feel like you're lonely? Outcast seems like the perfect word for it. I kinda feel that way sometimes. It obviously makes you sad. For me, that feeling makes me want to cry.

This is sort of going to be an emotional post, again.

I handle a lot of these cases. At least once every year. It kinda hurts and i actually for the first time i felt like crying. I guess it's because i'm older now and after what happen (something that i should not tell you guys) i'm not brave, at all. I felt small and helpless. I do try. But i just get pushed away. That seems pretty emo. Oh my! Sound so unlike me. Weird... okay just need to be happy. And the only way to do that is eat takoyaki/ tako balls. (Which ever you prefer) i don't know. Whenever i take my first bite of that delicious takoyaki, it's like i am immediately sent to heaven! It's just pure blissful.

I just want to talk to iffah about this but she's overseas!! Oh my god! Sad for me. Where are you!? Hurry up and come back!! Oh well no matter what, there is one thing i know of. If you cry, i doesn't mean that you are weak, you're human and once in a while, you gotta cry. Let all the negative out and take in all the positive.